Well the past couple of days I have been in hiding. Redirecting most, if not all, of my time to my little ones. Hayden is really becoming her own lately and it really makes me sad sometimes. She is really starting to "talk". It isn't in our language but that known as baby gargle. You can understand her most of the time with things she always says.. luv u, juice, cuppie, mommy, daddy, bubby, bobo, tank ew, nite nite, eyes, nose, toes, button. But it seems like daily she makes me really turn around and think to myself.. did she really say that. Just like Monday night we were putting her to bed.. normal routine.. we ask if shes ready to go nite nite.. she responds NO.. yet shes attmepting to climb the stairs to get to her room.. upstairs we give a bath, put on pjs & read a book to her. Well Monday night was different. I just jokingly said ok say NITE NITE MOMMY.. and without a beat & clear as day..Hayden says NITE NITE MOMMY, uv u. I looked at Andy and he looked at me .. and I said OH MY. Andy then turns to her and says SAY NITE NITE DADDY.. she doesn't 
miss a beat... NOPE. LOL. I will not lie.. my heart was a little warm, with an awe feeling.. she loves me finally! LOL. I do know she loves me but from what seems like birth she has been what most of us girls are.. but times 10. Sometimes I felt like she hated me.. She would cry when he left, say dada ALL DAY. and say uh no to me about everything!.............. Well her knew thing is being a little mama herself. Grandpa bought her a babydoll.. Baby Alive to be exact.. (and I must say.. this doll pees & poops) Thank GOSH Hayden doesn't know that yet. She does realize she has a diaper on, has a bottle with milk & one with juice & has a spoon with medicine. Baby also has a baby thermometor.. which Hayden attempts to do up the butt.. (yeah, so shes seen me take her bubbys temp, rectal.. oops!) who knew she would do that? I have since noticing it this morning, taken her and Gunnyrs temps via armpit! Life around the house has been fun & nothingless than entertaining but life in the family has finally quieted down. Time heals all wounds, I guess. But who knows. Working ton
ight! And then meeting up with my friend Christina for a few rounds of boot scoot & boogieing! I was a little hesistant to go out again on a Thursday I don't want to be known as a bad mom or what not but Andy put it in one sentence that made me feel better, "You need to get out and be alone, you are with the kids all day and you need to get away to keep sane!" Who am I to disagree? :) Until Later.. xo
miss a beat... NOPE. LOL. I will not lie.. my heart was a little warm, with an awe feeling.. she loves me finally! LOL. I do know she loves me but from what seems like birth she has been what most of us girls are.. but times 10. Sometimes I felt like she hated me.. She would cry when he left, say dada ALL DAY. and say uh no to me about everything!.............. Well her knew thing is being a little mama herself. Grandpa bought her a babydoll.. Baby Alive to be exact.. (and I must say.. this doll pees & poops) Thank GOSH Hayden doesn't know that yet. She does realize she has a diaper on, has a bottle with milk & one with juice & has a spoon with medicine. Baby also has a baby thermometor.. which Hayden attempts to do up the butt.. (yeah, so shes seen me take her bubbys temp, rectal.. oops!) who knew she would do that? I have since noticing it this morning, taken her and Gunnyrs temps via armpit! Life around the house has been fun & nothingless than entertaining but life in the family has finally quieted down. Time heals all wounds, I guess. But who knows. Working ton
ight! And then meeting up with my friend Christina for a few rounds of boot scoot & boogieing! I was a little hesistant to go out again on a Thursday I don't want to be known as a bad mom or what not but Andy put it in one sentence that made me feel better, "You need to get out and be alone, you are with the kids all day and you need to get away to keep sane!" Who am I to disagree? :) Until Later.. xo
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