Its been almost 3 weeks..

Since I last posted a blog on this site. What can I say two children, a crappy laptop & life keep me a little busy sometimes?! I am feeling like I am once again on the outskirts of certain relationships again & not so much apart of the that whole circle anymore but thankfully though I have a great friend base that I don't get to see very often but they do remind me to get away from life every once in awhile! I have been taking Hayden to the pool lately to work on the swimming like a big girl situation and I must say.. HOLY crap I think it scares me worse than her not knowing how to swim at all. She officially walked right into the beach today.. completely by herself, no floaties and insisted on swimming solo.. I was about 5 seconds away from a severe heart attack.. but she did amazing..She did her first sleep over a couple of weekends ago with her Grandpa.. who was super excited to call and tell me that she "pooped in her swimmy" in the pool.. LOL.. I don't know if it was excitement or pure "OMG" moment.. of the OH HELL why me?!?!?!? I laughed and asked if he had enough and I needed to pick up my walking, talking, poop machine..And of course I got the UH NO.. she is just fine. Along with that Grandpa also surprised me with two very blue gallons of paint and said here you go.. get the nursery finished.. I was covering the most disgusting color ever.. think.. green almost black army throw up.. yep you got it... :) Which has now been turned into 1/2 pink... 1/2 blue oasis. Pretty pink flowers and green polka dots and a Nautical retreat on the other half. Might I say.. 2 whole nights, 2 gallons of primer, 2 coats of primer later.. oh and dont let me forget... 2 coats of every color BUT the navy.. that took 4.. later I am very proud of myself. Its amazing! Gunnyr is officially not a little ball of nothing.. he is 24 1/2 inches long & 13 pounds and only 4 months.. Hayden is 22 pounds and 28 inches long at 16 months.. yep you aren't reading it wrong his is only 3.5 inches shorter than her.. I have a tall boy on my hands!! He is smiling a lot, has found his hands, sucks his thumbs.. attempting to roll over, cooing & making me absolutely over joyed with having the two of them! Hayden is a little more of a hand full now but it all goes with age. She now likes to tell you where your eyes are .. as if you don't know she also likes to locate them for you.. with a nice poke straight to your eyeball.. nevertheless.. life with these two is nothing short of astonishing.. I have a weightloss report .. I am about 3 pounds away from loosing 60 whole pounds. I feel great.. never better but I have been slacking a little. I am going to get back on my horse this week though. Because I still have some of the problem areas that I want to correct. (arms, tummy & thighs.) But I will say I went to the beach and I strutted my stuff in a two piece.. (keep in mind,, it was a far away beach.. no one there but old people & absolutely NO ONE that I would have known!!!!)